Exhibitionist Tendencies

I would definitely define myself as an exhibitionist. There is something so thrilling about being sexually on display. I like being objectified, desired even. So, occasionally, Master and I have found ways and public places to briefly put me on display - even if only for his eyes. 

I do also enjoy being "on display" in a more private or semi-private setting. Adult theaters have been a favorite place do this, lately. While the thought of "getting caught" nude or having sex in a public place is exciting, it's not worth getting into any kind of legal trouble, at least not to me! 

Being watched is a curious thing for me. It makes me at once feel both confident and submissive. I feel a little rush knowing that I am desired but off-limits to anyone but my Master (or others he may choose to share me with). Yet, proud of my body as I am when it's on display, I can scarcely bring my eyes up to anyone else's faces when I'm exposed (well, except for my husband's). And yet, the desire to be watched while having sex feels so ingrained in my psyche that I don't even remember when the idea first came up for me. It's like it has always been there!

Interestingly enough, we've done a number of photo shoots with various photographers, and the feeling on a shoot is quite different. I'm always excited and happy to be having sex with Master, but it doesn't have the same "anonymous" feel. I love seeing the results of our photo shoots, and they have always been fun to do, but it's different when you add in a layer of professionalism, I suppose.

In the past, Master and I were not always so discreet with our kinkiness as we perhaps should have been. I used to wear my collar when we were out and about. Although Master and I loved this, it did attract some of the wrong kinds of attention, and discouraged us from continuing on with it. 

On the one hand, I absolutely love the defiant, thrilling feeling of putting our kink out there for all to see. But, I do understand the other side of the argument: everyone else around you did not give consent to view me in bondage, and it may make them highly uncomfortable. It's a fine line to walk.... I'd prefer to be able to walk it a little bit closer to the edge!

 

The Dirtiest Thing I've Ever Done

I've officially reached a new level of slut-tastic-ness. Last weekend, Master took me out for a little afternoon adventure. We returned to the adult theater that we had attended for a quick fuck once last winter. This time was quite a different experience!

We left the house in normal clothing, and Master had me change into something much more scanty as we crossed a long bridge into the next city. I donned a clingy white t-shirt (no bra), a clingy black miniskirt that always tends to ride up, fishnet thigh-highs, and lovely heels to finish the look. 

When we pulled up to the theater, my heart was racing. Master and I had discussed the possibility of my serving cocks at the glory holes, and I wasn't sure exactly what I was going to be made to do! The parking lot was quite full this time!

We entered the theater. I am sure the men milling about out front and inside the sex toy shop were looking at me, but I kept my eyes down. I do it every time. It just feels right that way - submissive to the core.

We entered the dark theater and found a seat out in the main area. We sat down to watch the movie, although I don't recall seeing much of it. Master and I started making out and he began rubbing my thighs and letting his fingers make their way up to my pussy. He got me really excited, and I'm sure we got the attention of all the lurkers in that room.

After a few minutes, we decided to find a private room. We had to check a few to find one unoccupied! We settled in to one with a "jungle" theme. It was kind of silly - vines, tiger poster, stuffed gorilla hanging from the ceiling - but it was dark and intimate. There was a light, but it felt hotter to leave it out, so the room was lit by the glow of porn playing on a small television in the corner.

There was so much shuffling outside the door, which made my heart race even more. I was so happy to have my Master with me - he makes me feel safe. At the same time, I kind of felt like a cheap whore in the movies. The dark room and expectations of anonymous sex lent themselves to that feeling...

We weren't in the room long before Master noticed someone had entered the room next to us and opened the glory hole. So he told me to strip. I obliged. Then Master told me to go see what the person in the next room wanted. I stuck my hand through the hole, and in a moment, there was a cock in my hand! I started stroking it, feeling so dirty! Pleasuring a strange cock without even seeing who it was attached to was an entirely new experience for me!

After a few minutes of stroking, Master encouraged me to get down and start sucking. I did - apparently very well, as he came in my mouth rather quickly (without any warning, which kind of annoyed me, but I guess you take your chances at the glory hole...). 

Someone else appeared after he left, but he didn't stay to receive any pleasure (other than a quick peek at us through the hole).

I got down on my knees and started giving Master a nice blowjob. It felt so nice to reconnect with him physically after doing something so dirty!

Then, another guest appeared at the hole. I sucked his cock for a moment, but he was more interested in groping me through the hole. We indulged this for a few minutes and then he went on his way.

Next, a black cock popped through the hole. I had never sucked one before! Master got behind me and fucked me while I sucked this fourth "guest" at the hole. I sucked him for a while, and Master alternated between fucking me and taking pictures. Eventually, we checked the time and realized that we had to head out. We mentioned it, yet our guest did not release his load.

We headed back out, me with my eyes down, of course. We browsed the sex shop in hopes of finding a decent video (no such luck there). I felt so incredibly dirty, wondering who, if any of the men staring at me I had sucked or fondled. I will never know!

I kept my slutty clothing on and changed back into street clothing in the car. As soon as we were back out in daylight, the whole experience began to feel like a dream. I was in awe of just how slutty I could be. Master was very pleased, and I was happy, too. It had been a fun way to spend our "date afternoon."

We are planning to do this again very soon. I will keep you all posted on the outcome!

Porn + Wine = A Very Fun Night

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Sex Toy Party!

This past Saturday I had the great pleasure of attending a sex toy party, hosted by one of my best girlfriends.  It basically works like a Mary Kay or Tupperware party. A representative from the sex toy company comes out and shows a bunch of merchandise, the ladies present drink some wine and decide what to buy!

I was unsure of what to expect from the merchandise. Master and I have a rather large toy collection already, so I was hoping to find "something new and different" if at all possible!
I settled on a stretchable cock ring with a vibrator attached (If Master doesn't end up caring for the cock ring, at least there is a removable multi-setting vibrator included!). I also ordered a vibrator that looks like a lollipop. It also has multiple settings and apparently multiple functions.... I was impressed by the idea suggested by the company representative - put the vibrator to your cheek as you are giving a blowjob! Why on earth have I never thought before of doing this? I don't know. But when my new toys arrive I can rectify the situation!

I had a great time at the party, flipping through sex position books, sipping Merlot, and passing around massage oils and vibrators for feel (Don't get too excited, we only tried the vibes out on our hands and arms!)

When I got back home, I was excited to show Master the little catalog I was sent home with and to tell him about the toys I ordered. I also had a little surprise for him. I stopped on my way to the party and grabbed a porn DVD. It was about sexy secretaries. I think it was called A Hard Day's Work or something very similar.
So I spent a great deal of time sucking his cock while we watched it. And then we went to bed and had a really good fuck before drifting off into cozy sleep...

Happy (Early) Birthday to Me!

I am one of those lucky people with a birthday that often falls on a holiday weekend. It's a great excuse for a three-day celebration! This year, however, my birthday is Wednesday. I know Master has some surprises planned for me tomorrow, but he wanted to start celebrating early. So he planned a really hot date night in for us!

First, he put on a song by the band Umbra et Imago. They are from Germany, and often incorporate BDSM themes into their lyrics. Then he handed me a pink gift bag. I pulled out the black and purple tissue paper to reveal a bottle of Apothic Red (such a good wine!), a DVD featuring girls taking two cocks at once, and a fishnet bodystocking.
Oh yes, and there was a card with an invitation to spend the evening playing our favorite game: Onyx. Onyx is a very sexy game. We downloaded it nearly eight years ago and we always have a great time when we decide to break it out. It's kind of like Monopoly, except that you can opt to work off the rents with sexual favors, among other fun twists. I highly recommend it.

So.... I put on the bodystocking, turned on the DVD, booted up the game, drank a toast with the wine, and then we were ready for some sexy fun!
The game took us through lots and lots of foreplay. Sometimes I was allowed to cum from it, sometimes, not. It certainly kept me on edge! I also got to be double penetrated until I came (Master's finger in my ass and a toy in my pussy), roleplay as a sexy masseuse, and even bent over the couch (in high heels!) to be fucked anally. The game also sent me to the proverbial "Torture Chamber" for a good sound spanking - several times!

We probably could have continued on with the game for many hours, since neither of us ever spends any of the play money - "working it off" is so much more fun! So we went on until the wine bottle was empty, and finished up in the bedroom.

It was a fantastic way to ring in my birthday (early!). I know I'll always remember it. Now I can't wait to see what else Master has in mind for me!

Just a Glimpse...

Years ago, Master and I did some professional photo shoots for an adult website we were planning to launch. Although the website is no more, the pictures live on.
These were taken on a Sunday afternoon, in the downtown area of our city at the time. It was a very cold day, and a rather deserted downtown. We found ourselves in an alley, our photographer encouraging us to go for the more revealing shots, even though I was so anxious about being "discovered" and getting in trouble with the law or something to that effect. We managed to avoid getting caught, and we got so many great pictures!
Just a glimpse...

Enjoying Two Cocks

Master had a special sort of surprise for me last Saturday night... He invited over another guy so that I could pleasure them both at once! We've had experiences where I've been used by two men simultaneously before, but it had been quite a while since we'd done it. It was definitely a fun night.

Whenever we've had company of this sort, Master does the "hunting" and when he finds someone suitable to invite over, I am always completely in the dark over whom to expect! This time, our guest was probably a few years younger than I, which is actually a first for me! I've always gone for men older than me for some reason. He had a nice cock, thinner than Master's, but still a decent length.

We all sat around and did the obligatory "getting to know you" small talk and all. We popped on a porn DVD and after a while, Master decided that I was wearing a bit too much clothing. So off came the dress, the bra, and the cute little panties.

I knelt down on the floor and went back and forth between Master's cock and our guest's. It was so much fun! I love giving Master a good show, as well as making our guest's visit well worth his time. Not to mention how much I love sucking cock for its own sake!

While I was deep-throating our guest's cock (he actually took it upon himself to push my head down on his cock), Master came up behind me and started fucking me. It felt so good, except for the stone floor under my knees! So we moved to Master's (carpeted) home office. In there, I got down on my knees while the men stood over me. Again I moved between their two cocks, stroking whichever wasn't in my mouth at the moment. Master got behind me again and fucked me hard while I took our guest's cock down my throat. When Master asked me how I was feeling, all I could respond with was "airtight!" He asked our guest if he wanted to fuck me, but he said he would stick with oral.

Both men stood over me as I knelt. Master came first, shooting his creamy load all over me. Our guest came next, a copious load, mostly all over my face. I knelt there, absolutely coated in cum, while Master snapped a few pictures.

Few things make me feel quite so dirty as sitting there after the fact, coated in the cum of two men. It's a delicious kind of dirty, though! It's so much fun to be used as a cockslut. I'm glad we got the chance to do it again, and I'm sure there will be more experiences like this in the future!

Wonderland

Yes, I do own a sexy Alice in Wonderland costume. And I had the perfect occasion to wear it the other night.

On his travels to the adult video store, Master came across a little Alice in Wonderland parody porn video. It was mostly weird and not so titillating. But, who cares! I got to dress up in my cute little Alice dress and petticoat.
We didn't fuck while we watched the movie - but we did enjoy a martini.

When we got to the bedroom I was a wee bit tipsy. Master lit our three brand new pillar candles, which sent trippy looking orbs across the dark walls. I was very much in character as the innocent yet curiously skilled Alice.
Master asked me if I'd like to taste his "mushroom cap," which I did, of course! It is so much fun to play innocent while giving a damn good blowjob...

This led us next into a pretty hot position. Master had me put my hands on the wall, so he could see me in the mirror in the sultry darkness while he took me from behind. Apparently it was a pretty sexy sight, as the next day he made me put the heels back on and look in the mirror so I could see what I'd looked like at that angle.

It felt incredible, that is for sure! Master said he wanted to cum in my ass again, so sweet little Alice got up on the bed and yielded her tiniest hole to the forceful Jabberwocky.

It was a night of such silliness and sexiness all at once. Definitely a night to remember, for it's not every day that an Alice in Wonderland costume is the most appropriate attire for the occasion!

A Sinful Sunday, Indeed!

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Learning to Love Anal: A Sexy Climax

Master and I followed up an incredibly sexy afternoon date with an incredibly sexy night in.

We hung out with some wine and watched a bit of a porn DVD before we got to bed.
Once in the bedroom, Master decided it was time to try out the new toy we found at the adult theater. Basically, it's a set of "knuckles" that you can attach to a dildo for extra control while you're fucking someone with it! Master was pleased with it's usability, and I was pleased with the result!

But Master's ultimate plan, which he'd mentioned in the car earlier that day, was to fuck my ass while fucking my pussy with the dildo.
He did so with me on my back. First we got his cock slid deep into my tightest hole. Then he thrust the dildo in and started fucking - hard! It was very intense, to say the least!

Master wanted to fuck my ass hard in another position, so we switched to me on top. And I am very excited to state that I came three times from his cock in my ass! This could open up a whole new world of sexual excitement for me - and for my husband. He was very aroused to see me cum from getting my ass fucked - which of course, makes it all that much more exciting for me!

So, this New Year's Resolution has been a great success so far, and it's only March! I can't wait to see what other pleasures await us in 2013.

 

Just Another Friday Night...

After a long week, Master and I look forward to a fun, relaxing Friday evening to reconnect and decompress. Since we have small children, we don't get out much. But we have really great date nights at home. There is typically wine, usually music, and sometimes we play games. Oh yes, or movies. Sure, we rent regular movies sometimes, but I'm talking more about the XXX variety!


How we watch our porn depends on our mood. Some nights we'll snuggle up naked on the couch and softly stroke one another while we watch. This often leads to a blowjob, which often leads to me on my knees, bent over the ottoman, getting fucked doggy style.
Other nights we just put the video on for background entertainment with the volume low as we carry on our conversations, games, or whatever's caught our fancy.
If it's porn with a plot, such as many of the Digital Playground films (e.g. Pirates, Teachers, Fly Girls, etc.) we'll usually watch as though it were a "real" movie.
If we have "adult" company, we'll sometimes put some porn on with no sound, to kind of break the ice and set the scene.

Master and I enjoy ourselves no matter what the experience. A really poorly made film can be laughably entertaining. A really good one can be rather stimulating. And in-betweens still make for a nice backdrop to an evening we know will end in great sex, inevitably!