New Toys!

Recently I had the good fortune to be featured in a photo competition on Molly's Daily Kiss. The original competition results are right HERE!

Anyway, the prize I received for my submission (no pun intended) was a gift certificate to Angel's Sex Toys. Yay!

Master was highly intrigued by getting a pussy pump for me. So we did. I had never used one before, and I will say that it was a very intense feeling! When Master pumped it up the first time, he did so pretty quickly. This actually was too much for me. But with a somewhat more gradual approach, we got my pussy looking pretty puffy. It did not stay as puffy as I would have thought for as long as I'd imagined, but the sensation was still great! It was somewhat more sensitive, although I was highly aroused anyway!

Below, you can see an example of the puffiness, still encased.

Master had also given me free rein to select a second item. I chose nipple clamps with bells on the end.
For a long time, I'd been adverse to clamps, but somehow it just felt right.... I actually enjoyed having these on. Master liked them, as well. I was hoping that they would call to mind times in the past when he had placed a bell on my collar.

So, all in all, big thank yous to Molly's Daily Kiss and Angel's Sex Toys!

An Epic Night of BDSM Fun

 

Master gave me an incredible night of bondage and orgasms last week! I always know that it is going to be a good night when I see him breaking out the ropes. He bound me tightly and affixed a lovely little set of clamps (that jingle!) to my nipples.

He then tightly tied our Hitachi Magic Wand to my leg. The placement was so perfect. Master instructed me to bend over the bed, and the wand was right in the spot where I needed it to be. And whenever I squirmed around as I came, the vibrator always managed to push up even closer and made my feelings that much more intense!

 

Master began flogging me as I was leaned over the bed and cumming hard against the Magic Wand. I began to drift heavily into subspace as I came particularly hard and started squirting! I was pulled back to concious reality by Master's telling me to stand up. Apparently, my elbows were starting to look a little purple, and he needed to remove the ropes. I never felt even the slightest discomfort - so this again reinforces the importance of a dominant keeping a close eye on his sub's well-being!

I was laughing as he untied me, awash in glowy subspace...

 

After removing the ropes and nipple clamps, he then switched me over to leather cuffs and a posture collar. He re-affixed the Magic Wand with bondage tape.

Back over the bed, he had me spread my legs wide and he cropped, flogged and spanked me. He pulled out the cane and (lightly) used that a few times. I think that the cane was mostly for show, to get a reaction out of me. Since my little ass cheeks were already very red, I was trembling at the sight of the cane. I know how powerful it can be!

He also used a new toy that he'd made me that very evening - a paint stick wrapped in electrical tape and sandpaper! My ass was very rosy after all that!

 

Then, he brought over a candle and dripped wax all over those tender cheeks. It was so intense I nearly couldn't bear it. So he flipped me over and dripped wax all over my belly and breasts. That was much easier to bear. The hot wax feels intense and yet so wonderful, and I love how it feels on my skin as it dries.

When he had his fill of covering my body with wax, Master then used a riding crop to peel it off. That was a crazy sensation! He turned off the vibrator, which was torturous for me. I was in the midst of climbing back up to the heights of orgasm right as he did, and my body was crying out for the sensation back! But Master had other plans for me.

He told me to get on the bed. I was feeling subspace-y and didn't think to heed his words initially. So he put me on the bed himself, on my back.

He took the bondage tape that had been holding the Magic Wand on, and placed it over my mouth. He commanded me to spread my legs wide, which I did. And then he started fucking me, hard!

He kissed me over the gag and I couldn't help but smile. Though he couldn't see my lips, he later told me that he could tell from my eyes that I had.

 

 

Master then turned me over and fucked me on my belly. And then he had me suck his cock, in appreciation of the terrific beating he'd bestowed. He had a view of my pussy in the full-size mirror and remarked on how well-fucked it looked. He had wanted next to take my asshole, but decided he must take me doggy-style first!

I was very excited to get fucked, yet again!

I then climbed up on top, with Master's cock in my ass! I rode it hard and had three really strong orgasms! It was incredible! And of course, that is where he chose to cum - deep within my smallest hole.

It was one of those absolutely epic nights of BDSM fun! I can't wait for the next one!

The Best Surprises Come Wrapped in Rope

I love it when Master surprises me with a rope bondage session! There is nothing quite like walking into the room and seeing this all laid out on the bed....

Just watching Master getting the ropes ready got me a bit worked up. I kept remembering the sensation of ropes being pulled across my skin. I was aching with anticipation to feel them on me!
I was not disappointed....

Once I was properly bound, Master had me on my knees, in front of the mirror, sucking his cock. I do so love being his cockslave.

Next, Master put me up on the bed and tied my legs in place. I really liked the way he tied my legs. I described it as "comfortable," believe it or not. Before I knew it, I was blindfolded and nipple-clamped. Then, Master flogged me, teased me with the Wartenberg wheel, and fucked me in several positions.

He finished in my pussy, as you can see here:

It was heavenly.

Leather!

I love the smell of leather. I love the feel of leather. I love the look of leather. I love the bite of a leather toy on my flesh.
I am a big fan of leather!

I've always loved the smell of it. I remember telling my friends "there is just something about it!" back when I was a teenager and got my first leather jacket. References to leather even crept into my emo poetry. I believe Hazy Eyes and Leather was a title I came up with. To me, leather always represented something sexual and exciting. Perhaps because I felt so sexy wearing it?

In my relationship with Master, leather has made an appearance many times. There's the sexy leather harness he picked out for me....

There's the leather corset (my very first corset!)...

There are leather cuffs, to go with that corset....

There is my collar, my prized and treasured collar....

Oh, and let us not forget the implements! Leather floggers and paddles can leave quite the delicious mark!

Leather is always going to be one of those scents that I associate with hot sex (or at least with looking hot!). For me, it shall forever be in style!

 

Kink of the Week

Pleasuring Myself: Part Two

I think it may be true that the universe gives us something if we "put it out there" that we want it...

Last week I had written about how simple my methods of pleasuring myself are when Master's not home.
Not a day or two later, I found a lovely surprise when I went to make the bed. There was a note under the pillow, addressed to "slavegirl." The note detailed a very pleasurable assignment I was to take on that night while alone.
I was to fuck my pussy with a nice fat dildo, while pleasuring my clit with the Hitachi magic wand. I was to set the interval timer (the one we use for working out!) and switch the toys back and forth from pussy to clit each time the buzzer went off. Doing so, Master reminded me, would bring to mind the fantasy of being passed back and forth between two men.

I did exactly as I was told, and made my little pussy cum as many times as I could manage. The combination of fucking and the Hitachi is incredible! The fact that Master wanted me to think about such a naughty, slutty act certainly helped up the number! MMF threesomes are really a lot of fun; and the fact that Master likes to use me as his slut when he so chooses is highly arousing to us both.
Somehow, for this particular assignment, it just felt right to leave the lights on, and enjoy the fact that our new bedroom has large mirrors on the closet doors, right alongside the bed!

Yes, finding the note while going about the afternoon chores made my day. But getting to cum so many times to Master's particulars, even though he wasn't here, made my night a very good one!

Pleasuring Myself

Lately, I've had a decent amount of downtime in the evenings. Downtime all alone. So.... sometimes the thought creeps into my head that I really should give myself some love.
In truth, I've ended up falling asleep as soon as my head hits the pillow most of these nights. Apparently, that is what months of sleep deprivation results in! Luckily, Master wakes me up when he gets home and I usually get a nice fucking before I drift off again. I truly do sleep better when I've cum first.

But, in thinking about cumming alone, I realized that I do it basically the same way every time. I have a nightstand full to the brim with sex toys (and then some!). And yet, I end up using my fingers every. single. time.
The exception to this is if Master has instructed me to cum a designated number of times and with a specific toy - or, of course, if we are playing together.

But when it's just me, it's really just me! I can cum pretty quickly once I get revved up, so I don't even need a lot of time to make it happen. It really does feel lovely to curl up somewhere cozy and start caressing my pussy. Where I place the most emphasis depends on my mood, and what buttons I hit along the way! I can cum from vaginal or clitoral stimulation, so I never quite know exactly where I'll finish.

I love the soft feel of my pussy lips beneath my wandering fingers. I love the wetness that comes with my arousal. I love being able to make my body feel so much bliss - using only my own body!
As I'm getting myself to a climax, my thoughts tend to lean to the exhibitionist and submissive sides.... dreaming of Master holding me down and fucking me hard.....or of being on display and made to do naughty things for an audience.... or a particularly good memory of a recent fuck.

Ultimately, sex with Master is always the most satisfying and fun way for me to cum. But I am very happy that I can "get the job" done (and well!) if the mood strikes and he's not available!

The Joy of Rope

I absolutely love hemp rope.

Yes, I love being bound with it. Whether my wrists and ankles are tied to the bed or my entire body is encased in a beautiful Shibari design, I am a happy girl if I'm somehow restrained by rope.

And yet, in the process of moving I unpacked and repacked the contents of our nightstand (I think we need a bigger one, the drawers are so full!). Each time I touched or smelled the bundles of hemp rope, I got a little tingle in my body and an intense yearning for some rope play! There is something so seductive about the feeling of rope sliding across my skin. From the very first time Master and I gave it a try, I was hooked!

It feels as though it's been a while since we've played with rope. I think we may need to fix that, and soon! Until then.... I hope you enjoy these:

 

Sex Toy Party!

This past Saturday I had the great pleasure of attending a sex toy party, hosted by one of my best girlfriends.  It basically works like a Mary Kay or Tupperware party. A representative from the sex toy company comes out and shows a bunch of merchandise, the ladies present drink some wine and decide what to buy!

I was unsure of what to expect from the merchandise. Master and I have a rather large toy collection already, so I was hoping to find "something new and different" if at all possible!
I settled on a stretchable cock ring with a vibrator attached (If Master doesn't end up caring for the cock ring, at least there is a removable multi-setting vibrator included!). I also ordered a vibrator that looks like a lollipop. It also has multiple settings and apparently multiple functions.... I was impressed by the idea suggested by the company representative - put the vibrator to your cheek as you are giving a blowjob! Why on earth have I never thought before of doing this? I don't know. But when my new toys arrive I can rectify the situation!

I had a great time at the party, flipping through sex position books, sipping Merlot, and passing around massage oils and vibrators for feel (Don't get too excited, we only tried the vibes out on our hands and arms!)

When I got back home, I was excited to show Master the little catalog I was sent home with and to tell him about the toys I ordered. I also had a little surprise for him. I stopped on my way to the party and grabbed a porn DVD. It was about sexy secretaries. I think it was called A Hard Day's Work or something very similar.
So I spent a great deal of time sucking his cock while we watched it. And then we went to bed and had a really good fuck before drifting off into cozy sleep...

Collared Again

Last night was one of those where I am oh, so pleasantly surprised with a bit of bondage. I asked Master if he if he would like to skip reading before bed and get right to sex. I was lying with my head rather close to his cock. He suggested that I start sucking. I did.

Once I'd gotten him worked up, he got up and got my collar. I used to wear this collar daily, when we first began this lifestyle. Somehow we got away from using it over the past few years. The power that the feeling of this collar around my neck has is incredible. It was comforting and exciting at the same time. I felt like my younger, carefree self for an instant. A flood of sexy, happy memories came surging back... but just for a moment...

...Then I found myself wrapped up in the present - or cuffed up, as the case was.

Master cuffed my ankles, thighs, arms, and wrists in various ways as he fucked me. He even cuffed me right to the Liberator wedge (Yes, the wedge comes with cuffs and attachments!). I was in heaven. Being bound and fucked is always a thrill. Well, getting fucked by my Master, bondage or no, is always a thrill, too. But it's so fun with that extra element of excitement!

And that is the position I was in when he came. He shot a huge load of creamy cum into my soaking wet little pussy. When he finished, I lay there, with my head mostly buried in the pillows, feeling so incredibly peaceful. Moments later, I heard the digital camera - capturing the image above. 

It felt amazingly good to be collared again. I didn't even realize how much I'd missed the physical sensation of that leather band around my neck until I got it back!

Caning

Of the various pain-causing implements of S&M play, the cane is possibly the most vicious. Or at the least, it's the most vicious I've encountered so far!

I haven't been beaten with a cane in a while. Honestly, it is such an intense experience that I do not mind it being more occasional. If I have not achieved an altered state of mind before being beaten with a cane, it is a bit more difficult to process the pain as pleasurable. A caning can bring me to the point of tears, and my ass will hurt for days afterward!

...And yet, I have a perverse love for it. There is nothing quite like feeling the bite of a cane over and over again across my tender flesh....crying and wishing for it to stop....but also enjoying the intensity of the sensation....knowing that the sight of my pale little ass growing increasingly streaked with red is a pleasing one to my Master.....

And when the caning is over, the way he runs his hand over the tender streaks, showing now as highly defined "stripes," is an insanely erotic way to begin the comedown. Fortunately, there is always also a good fucking to follow such an intense scene. Still reeling from the pain of a harsh caning, orgasm is a dramatically opposite feeling. It's enough to confuse the senses, and further drive me into subspace.

It is making my head spin a bit, just remembering...

Happy (Early) Birthday to Me!

I am one of those lucky people with a birthday that often falls on a holiday weekend. It's a great excuse for a three-day celebration! This year, however, my birthday is Wednesday. I know Master has some surprises planned for me tomorrow, but he wanted to start celebrating early. So he planned a really hot date night in for us!

First, he put on a song by the band Umbra et Imago. They are from Germany, and often incorporate BDSM themes into their lyrics. Then he handed me a pink gift bag. I pulled out the black and purple tissue paper to reveal a bottle of Apothic Red (such a good wine!), a DVD featuring girls taking two cocks at once, and a fishnet bodystocking.
Oh yes, and there was a card with an invitation to spend the evening playing our favorite game: Onyx. Onyx is a very sexy game. We downloaded it nearly eight years ago and we always have a great time when we decide to break it out. It's kind of like Monopoly, except that you can opt to work off the rents with sexual favors, among other fun twists. I highly recommend it.

So.... I put on the bodystocking, turned on the DVD, booted up the game, drank a toast with the wine, and then we were ready for some sexy fun!
The game took us through lots and lots of foreplay. Sometimes I was allowed to cum from it, sometimes, not. It certainly kept me on edge! I also got to be double penetrated until I came (Master's finger in my ass and a toy in my pussy), roleplay as a sexy masseuse, and even bent over the couch (in high heels!) to be fucked anally. The game also sent me to the proverbial "Torture Chamber" for a good sound spanking - several times!

We probably could have continued on with the game for many hours, since neither of us ever spends any of the play money - "working it off" is so much more fun! So we went on until the wine bottle was empty, and finished up in the bedroom.

It was a fantastic way to ring in my birthday (early!). I know I'll always remember it. Now I can't wait to see what else Master has in mind for me!

Learning to Love Anal: A Sexy Climax

Master and I followed up an incredibly sexy afternoon date with an incredibly sexy night in.

We hung out with some wine and watched a bit of a porn DVD before we got to bed.
Once in the bedroom, Master decided it was time to try out the new toy we found at the adult theater. Basically, it's a set of "knuckles" that you can attach to a dildo for extra control while you're fucking someone with it! Master was pleased with it's usability, and I was pleased with the result!

But Master's ultimate plan, which he'd mentioned in the car earlier that day, was to fuck my ass while fucking my pussy with the dildo.
He did so with me on my back. First we got his cock slid deep into my tightest hole. Then he thrust the dildo in and started fucking - hard! It was very intense, to say the least!

Master wanted to fuck my ass hard in another position, so we switched to me on top. And I am very excited to state that I came three times from his cock in my ass! This could open up a whole new world of sexual excitement for me - and for my husband. He was very aroused to see me cum from getting my ass fucked - which of course, makes it all that much more exciting for me!

So, this New Year's Resolution has been a great success so far, and it's only March! I can't wait to see what other pleasures await us in 2013.

 

A Very Sexy Afternoon

Master and I had the opportunity to take a "date afternoon" for ourselves this weekend. We made the most of every moment...
I wore my highest heels, sexy jeans with no underwear, and a hot little black top that showed off my cleavage.

First off: I finally got to make a lifelong fantasy come true - giving head while he's driving. I'm a little surprised it's taken this long for us to finally get this one. Better late than never!
Master has a very sexy car that goes very fast (and tinted windows, too, fortunately!). Once we got onto the highway, he undid his pants and popped his cock out for me. I leaned forward and eagerly started licking and sucking, moaning as I felt him get hard in my mouth. Master reached over and caressed my ass (under my jeans, of course). Despite the awkward angle, I was having so much fun pleasuring him as we sped down the highway. It gave me a rush to get away with so much naughtiness, right out in broad daylight.

Before I knew it, I felt the car come to a stop. I popped my head up to see where we were. I did not exactly pick the best moment to do that. There was a bum on the street corner who probably had a pretty clear view of me suddenly "appearing" in the passenger seat.
We headed over to a nice bar and had a martini. It was great fun and I was in such great spirits.

After the drink, we headed for the "main attraction" of our outing: an adult theater. Neither of us had ever been inside one before. We were intrigued by things we'd read on the internet about this particular one and decided to check it out.

When we entered the building, we were in your typical porn shop. Racks of DVDs and sex toys lining the walls. We actually picked ourselves up a little souvenir: a plastic set of "knuckles" that attach to a dildo for a new degree of control.... more on that later!

We browsed the shop for a bit, then started to explore the rest of the place. There was an empty pool room with porn on the television and a love swing hanging in the corner. The mirrors covered the entire wall, so that if someone were getting fucked on one of the tables, they would have a great view! We headed back to the theater area. An older guy who was hanging out in the shop, obviously a regular or something like that, offered to give us a tour.

Apparently, the first and biggest "private" room was being used by a couple and a few guys. But we got to see several other private rooms. Each contained a small sofa and was dimly lit by the light of porn playing on a small television. I think they all had mirrors, but my memory may not be correct. I know they were each supposed to have a "theme." The only one I recall is the geisha room, and with good reason...
Then we were shown the main theater area. Rows of seats facing a bigger screen. We were told that female visitors to this place often attract a "trail" of followers.
It did feel as though we were attracting a good deal of attention from the handful of men hanging out in the private room area. Master and I thanked our "tour guide" and retreated into the geisha room. The door was lockable, which made me feel safe and cozy in our little bubble. There was a gloryhole, and there was a man peeping through. I guess we gave him quite a little show!.

Master had me kneel down and start sucking. I felt like a little porn star, teetering on my stilettos while I deep-throated his cock. Master then stripped me of my top and pulled my jeans down. He fucked me from behind as I bent over the sofa. Then he pulled me up into a position that makes me feel deliciously submissive. He stood me up and held me by my neck as he kept taking me from behind. I was writing in ecstasy, pushing back on his cock, and watching us in the big mirror mounted above the couch. It was so dark in the room, and all I could see were the silhouettes of our fucking bodies. I saw the outline of Master's strong, muscular arms as he fucked me. I couldn't make out the expression on his face at all. It really felt like I was being "taken," and it was highly erotic. I was moaning and crying out with each orgasm.
Master had strategically angled my body so that the guy watching would have a nice view. He did not stick his cock through the hole, but that was just fine with me. I was really just into enjoying the hot sex with my own husband.
Master did not finish at the theater. He did have me suck him some more before we left. But he wanted to save his huge load for later.

Oh yes, and I gave his cock plenty more oral attention on the drive home - this time, while Master fingered my asshole. It actually felt really good! Okay, except for my neck getting a little cramped from craning it into Master's lap. It was well-worth it all, though!
And our exciting afternoon carried over into an exciting evening at home...

Getting a Little Fucked Up!

I do love red wine. Master and I drink it pretty often. But if you are not careful, even wine can get you pretty fucked up.... Cheers!

Learning to Love Anal: New Year's Resolution

So... anal sex. For so long it was my Achilles heel, but I am finally going to conquer it in 2013!

For years I've viewed it with a sense of fear, most likely a carryover from the couple of times in the past that it was painful/uncomfortable. My poor husband, who absolutely loves fucking my little asshole, has been so patient with me. And now I aim to give him his reward.

Yes, among the typical fitness and financial pledges, I've made a commitment to get good, really good, at anal sex.

Master helped me out by surprising me with a pretty purple butt plug, a small one, just in time for New Year's Eve. After we'd inserted the plug, he fucked my pussy while it was in. Although the plug is much smaller than your typical dick, it still gave me a glimpse into how DPing porn stars must feel!
When he had his fill of my snug little pussy, Master was ready to take my ass.

I lay on my belly (the only anal position I'd had any success with in the past), took a deep breath, and felt his thick, hard cock slowly sliding in. I let myself relax completely as he slipped deeper and deeper inside. He started fucking, and I let out a little gasp. It felt so intense, and yet not unpleasant at all.
I'm not yet able to cum from anal alone. But I'll get there (I hope)! So, Master reached down and rubbed my clit as he pumped his cock deeper and deeper. The intensity of orgasm while my tightest hole is stuffed full always comes as a bit of a shock. I think this is where it often starts to get way too intense to continue and I tell Master that he needs to finish soon!
And finish he did, dropping a huge load of warm, creamy cum in my hole.

I always feel a sense of pride whenever I've "made it through" and pleased Master in this way. This time was no different. I smiled up at him like a pet in need of a pat on the head. The look on his face after a really good orgasm is unmistakable.
"That wasn't even bad at all..." I said, coyly. "In fact, it was kind of good..."

And it's going to get better this year! Just wait and see. I will be sure to keep you updated on all of our anal adventures!